I cant breathe when I think about you. I feel like my heart literally caves in, when I look or think about you. how can you leave so easily? Like nothing ever happened, like we have no history. How can we just be strangers now? I dont like this. Please come back, im so so sorry. I miss you so much.
oh god im sorry
im sorry for being such a terrible person and ruining everything
why cant i just stop being a fuck up for one second
i always ruin things
ALWAYS
i suck so much please just let it end
i have the bullets, just need the gun.